Ahhh, i know im saying this for the millionth time. But i really need a break. What with all the assignments, tests, trainings and competitions breathing down my neck. Im so tired....... Well, at least i know im not in this alone.

I honestly can't wait for the end of april. End of nationals!!! And im getting my new phoneee :] I hate motorola ttm. Gahhh.

Oh guess what, CTs are in a week and i havent started studying yet. Sighhhh.

Oh rockafella kinda rocked last night. The only MAJOR turnoff was the bitch sitting behind me. I shall refrain from using the F word since its lent but seriously, i wanted to slap her face. She was soooo annoying; used screeched the words "hot sia" only about a hundred times. Whoaaaa. Annoying ttm. Not forgetting the fact that she was practically humping my chair and totally oblivious to the hostile vibes from all around her. Well yeah, she's totally the perfect person you'd want to be around during a rock concert. -.- Geee. Never met someone like that before.

Other than that... It was way above my expectations. The bands were not bad at all! And the finishing song... Ahhh (:



Just letting you off since you merely agreed to share your notes with me tmr morning. Im so nice. You owe me one TZ :D

And to !&%$^# From now on, no more nice talk. I am so fucking sick and tired of giving in to you time and again. I tried. To fix things. But it never works out. I hate where we stand now. And having to put up with all the hypocrisy. Screw it all. Screw you.
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F-EAR




The curious case of benjamin button is simply amazing. Oh the unconditional love. Hands down the best movie i've ever watched. Im glad i watched it with you. Missing the homeclub flea for this, Totally worth it.

But who's to say that we have to lose our loved ones before we realise how important they are? What if we already know they're important? Does that mean we wont have to lose them? The thought of losing your loved ones is plain frightening. Call me naive but I just wish everyone would die at the same time, that way, no one would have to mourn for the loss of their loved ones anymore

TRIPLEwhammy?

#1. I lost my blue toshiba thumbdrive with tonnes of stuff inside ))))):
#2. I lost my precious rainbow bookmark that means aloooot to me ))))):
#3. I have a toothache

Yay me.

A Day To Remember...





Okay i've decided that there's no point trying to hide things when it's no longer a secret. So, here goes nothing :B

Celebrated Joseph's eighteenth today at botanical (: Kinda like a double date. Hahaha. Vince and i were like 2 hours late :O But it was still fun despite only spending like half an hour or so with them, cuz joseph had to leave for some family dinner. Spoilerrr. After they left, we hung around at botanical till we could see stars ((((: Then, thai express for dinner. Phak thai ftw :]


Dont they look cute together :D


I hate the feeling when i know i can help to make things better but am reluctant to do so cuz i know if i do, it'l throw everything off balance. So i just end up not doing it. Gahhh..

And it sucks to know so much. I was planning to change myself for you. But, now i dont even know if its worth it changing myself for you. And i hate the feeling of not being able to be myself, always havin to consider the consequences of my actions instead of just being happy go lucky.

Ugh, why is everything so sucky.

Sunday spent with my favourite girlfriends :] First, vivo with fer. Talked about almost anything under the sun. Okay maybe not exactly since it kinda revolved around the same topic. But, cathartic nonetheless. It's so nice to feel that im not alone (or that im some crazy oversensitive girl). I love you fer! (: We should totally do this more often. And thanks for your ohsouseful advice. Haha.

Headed to Tessa's after vivo. We were supposed to study but we ended up spending damn long on the fb and youtube. And catching up. AND getting distracted by laura (: Oh gawd, i swear she's the cutest toddler. The things she say are ohsoamusing. eg: "Can you tell me your name Isabelle jiejie?" HAHA. She never fails to brighten my day ((: If only my sister was half as cute as her :O

Which reminds me! I fucking got pranked by my family when i got home. I was rummaging through my bag for my phone after bathing. And it wasnt there!!! I panicked cos i vaguely remembered not taking it out when i got home. So i quickly dialled my number and it was fucking switched off! %$#@#@ KNN. Scared the shit outta me please! I thought i lost my phone again! Turns out my sister hid it -.- Cuz my mom wanted to teach me a lesson on how i should keep my valuables properly. But they were such lousy actors i swear. And the whole thing was so lame -.- Caused me so much unduly stress.