please tell me that dreams come true oright. i dreamt that i had a1 for chinese o levels! HAHAHAA. fat hope isabelle

anyway, night study was damn fun today! :D altho th food wasnt really up t expectations. i was thinking catered food maybe? but no, it was a meagre amt of baked macaroni. didnt look very appetizing th way ms teo seperated them. but nonetheless, it was an effort by th PSL. (:

as i was saying, night study rocked! even tho we were like scaring ourselves at th corridors. it was fun scaring belinda! HAHAHA. and i donno why th sch doesnt wanna switch on th lights for th corridor! do they have any idea how scary it is to walk along that stretch w/o any lights?!?! and they even suggested that students bring their own torchlight

*&^%$#@

oh yeah, we had to take a school quiz last week i think. i swear, its PROPAGANDA! they indirectly hinted to us t answer in a way that would put our sch in a good light.

dont get me wrong, im not saying i dont like IJ. in fact, i LOVE IJTP! its th #1 sch in th entire world! :D

but th options they gave were RIDICULOUS. they seemed to portray teachers with halos(spell?) above their heads. when its more like they're wolves in sheep's clothing. please luh. i swear, teacher's should just switch to th acting career. they're oh so fake please! they act as if they care about you so much, when actually. they dont give a damn!

well some of them at least. esp TheEvilOne jingalingaling. TSK.

i put strongly disagree for most of th qns regarding teachers. haha. please luh, "teachers give students a chance to explain before they reprimand" MY ASS! "teachers do not favour only th smart pupils" OH PUH LEASE.

speaking of teachers, ms TPS was totally pmsing with us during pe yesterday. wtf. we didnt even do anything! i swear! but anyhoos, we wrote her a note apologising for whatever we did that displeased her. and she fkin rejected th note! EXCUSE ME. we were alr taking th humble pie for apologising for smt we didnt even do! and she still dare to reject our letter!

in fact, she should be th one apologising for calling our class a disgusting class! and she was totally insensitive to th feelings of th pple who are slightly on th plump side! its like they were condemned for that! WTF.

anyhoos, PE was damn fun that day! without her constant interruptions thankyou. haha. we played soccer! omg! i never knew that it could be so fun! i used t think it was a damn dumb game as it involved so many pple running after a tiny ball. HA. but it was damn fun! and our team won! 1-0 ((((:

haha okay this is an extremely ranty post. i certainly do hope teachers read it.

hokay i finally ponned sch today! :D accomplishment. hahahaha. but no, im not partying or whatsoever. ): im MUGGING! ): i hate mugging! 12th NOV, quick comeeee!

i hate study timetables. i cant keep to them for nuts, and im NOT going to make one. so, sue me.



IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME.

if tomorrow starts without me
and im not there to see
if the sun should rise
and find your eyes all filled with tears for me
i wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today
while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say

i know how much you love me
as much as i love you
and each time that you think of me
you'll miss me too
but when tomorrow starts without me
please try to understand

that an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand
and said my place was ready
in heaven far above
and that i'd have to leave behind
all those i dearly love

but as i turned to walk away
a tear fell from my eye
for all my life, i'd always thought
i didnt wanna die
i had so much to live for; so much left to do

it seemed almost impossible
that i was leaving you
i thought of all the yesterdays
the good ones and the bad
i thought of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had

if i could relieve yesterday
for even just awhile
i'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile
but then i realized
that this could never be
for emptiness and memories
would take the place of me

and when i thought of the worldly things
i might miss come tomorrow
i thought of you, and when i did
my heart was filled with sorrow
but when i walked through heaven's gates
i felt so much at home

when god looked down and smiled at me
from his great golden throne
he said

"This is the eternity, and all i've promised you
today your life on earth is past you.
but here, life starts anew"
i promise you no tomorrow,
but today will always last
and since each day's the same
there's no longing for the past
you have been so faithful
so trusting and so true
thought there were times you did some things,
you knew you should'nt do
but you;ve been forgiven. and now at last you're free
so wont you come and take my hand
and share my life with me?"

so when tomorrow starts without me,
dont think we're far apart
for everytime u think of me
im right here in your heart.

thanks bessie for th "notebook" you gave me! it was really comforting (: and i hope this can help those who have lost a loved one. there's nothing left for me t say. let th words speak for itself.
but, i still miss him ): aye.

haha and my church was sitting next to st berns! hahaha what a coincidence. saw sooo many pple. and i was sitting in th same row as karlo and wileeen! tsk tsk. stupid karlo kept blocking ma way when im going out! PFFFFT. anyways, i cant wait for next year's rally! :D

im going nucking futs!

would you rather me saying how i really feel?

or would you rather me keeping my feelings to myself just so it makes everyone happy.

!@#$%^&*