Why’d you have to be so cute?
It’s impossible to ignore you.
Why must you make me laugh so much?
It’s bad enough we get along so well.
Say goodnight and go.

(Inserts huge sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)

I painted my toenails hot pink. Hawt stuff :D

Had an awesome time catching up with freddo today. And studying was quite productive i must say. Except that it practically felt like winter time! Zomg. Vivo should really increase the temperature of the air conditioning. Actually right fred, i think we can ice ski in vivo instead of flying to korea. That way, we can save a whole lot of kachings :D Just a thought.

Oh no, i just realised i need to take up a skill real soon! Any recommendatings anyone? And company? :D

And did i mention that WALL.E sucks? well yeah it sucks arse. There was basically only two words uttered throughout the entire movie "wall.e" and "eva". The two names of the robots. How brilliant -.- A better way to put it would be it was a movie of unspoken love i suppose.

Do you hear me?
I'm talking to you.

The begining of the week was pretty messed up. Especially tuesday. T for terrible tuesday. It was prolly the worst day of my life. I'm so glad it's over. Never did i imagine how hard it'd be. Someone once told me "A task may be hard, but once you accept that it is hard, then suffering loses its sting and you just get on with it" But how come i dont feel that the suffering is losing its sting? Sigh...

I really miss the way things were before i made that stupid stupid decision. Can things ever return to the way it was..?

Aye i shall stop dwelling on all these unhappy stuff. Make me feel worse only. Oh wells. On a lighter note, friday came! the day i was looking forward to the entire week. :D TGIF! Last training till some two months later! Yayyyy. :] Training was way slacker than i expected it to be though. Had quite alot of team bonding after the PT part. Joshua was great entertainment :D and i swear i suck at hand eye coordination okay. Tskkkk.

After trg, went for dinner with joy gabriel darren terence and shufent at some tiny cafe in toapayoh. The chicken cutlet there's gooooood. Saltaye. i like :D And they had card games to play there. we played UNO, jenga, old maid, scrabble. Oh man. Reliving all those childhood moments was ohsofun! Darren kept suaning terence. It was freaking amusing. HAHAHAHA. And zomg. terence said something really funny. he was like "So how do i get rid of the old maid card? get an old maid pair?" HAHAHAHAHA

Okay back to today. Met joy ws and terence at cafe cartel to get some studying done cos we felt kinda guilty for going for the drama play later at night while everyone else would be mugging at home. But it was an awfully failed attempt man. and i was damn damn late. waited for the freaking bus for FORTYFIVE MINUTES. I felt like boxing the driver okay.

Anyways, the drama play was kinda disappointing... The first part especially. But subsequently, it got better. haha yeah. But nonetheless, it was a job well done for the stage darren! :D












marianneeeee :D finally i see you!


standing proud aye? hahaha.


kudos to darren the stage manager ;D




who knows what they were doing?

And for that matter, it's okay to be passionate about something, but being obsessed about it is quite... scary.

GOODBYE BROWN HAIR, HELLO BLACK HAIR.

I think God is one efficient person indeed. It was just yesterday during the retreat that i made a promise to try to help this friend of mine. And today he gave me a brilliant opportunity to do so. Wow.

Anyways, this weekend was damn unproductive (study wise) I didnt touch ANY work at all. Good job isabelle.

Spent the entire saturday in school for the retreat. I love my group matthew! Fun fun fun bunch :D Thanks for making the retreat such a great one for me. I feel rather lavished after the retreat actually. Except that my stomach was terribly unsatisfied with the food. Zomg. It was probably the retreat with the worst food served ever. But then again, still food luh. And i definitely got to know myself better within that span of 14 hours :] Not forgetting the wonderful new friends i made. Hahah. Ooh and mark impersonated some nicholas guy from my group and didnt get caught! hahahaha. Luckily he did. It wouldnt be twice as fun without him!:D On the other hand, mark was being such an ass also. Thanks for letting the cat out of the bag ah :O


<3 GROUP MATTHEW :DDD

Went for zouk flea with mer gab and liangshoe today! Zomg. stepped into zouk for the first time. and i must say its way smaller than i expected!! And it was packed like sardines (literally okay!) the first level was okay, but the second was just impossible to walk okay. Everyone was just shoulder to shoulder with everyone! The body heat exchanged wasnt pleasant one bit. But at least im very satisfied with my buys. And extremely proud of the fact that i resisted the temptation to buy at clothes :D Yayyy. hahaha. I shall upload the pics soon (:

Oh no.. it's almost twelve. and there's morning run time trial tmr! Ahhhhhh )))): I should probably head to bed now

It's driving me nucking futs :

You do, You dont?

Damnnnnn. I got caught for my hair for the second time (After friggggin Seven months in Cj) by Mr F. I swear he hates me luh ):< I dont wanna dye it back! But i dont have much of a choice do i? Actually getting suspended doesnt seem like a bad idea right? Then i can studyyyy. Hmmm.

Uh oh.. I think im turning into a rebel. :O

Was supposed to matt's house with tedmond and all after training today. But mommy didnt allow me to ): One of the rare occasions she didnt allow me to go out when i really wanted toooo ]: Sigh! and Kelly tan! How could you pangseh meee. But aiya, i couldnt go anyway.

I'm down with flu nowwww. Thank god for the invention of tissue paper :] Aye i should have just dragged my lazybones to the toilet to change after training today. The bus ride was cold to the max. ): Anyhows, thanks russell for waiting with me for my bus today even though you were late for your dental already :O Stop being so mysterious would you!

Anyways, met up with dear melow yesterday! Zomg. Found out damn alot of things. Love those gossips sharing sessions with her man. And i realised that the world is really really very tiny. HAHA

Night studying is extremely draining i swear! I went twice this week and freaking hell! i was super exhausted when i reached home. 15 hours in skool sucks! And did i mention how much i hate skool! Promos are in a few weeks time i guess! I dont think i can handle it luh. Fuck. Hate skoooool!!! I refuse to study. ):<

Retreat tmr at 7.45 am! Zomg.. It's so damn early! I hope it'll be fun though. And hopefully bring me closer to God?

Over the span of two days, i saw someone who i really wanted to see, and someone who i really didnt wanna see. Or perhaps i was just too afraid to see. For the latter not to happen, i wouldnt mind giving up the former.

Anyways, call me a country bumpkin or whatever, but i took my first ever polaroid today! :DDDDDDD With my dear dear melissa tong ;] Attempts to study were just outweighed by all the fun and laughter. I love outings with mer. hahaha.

I think polaroids are the kewlest shit on earth! They totally own digital photography luh. The boss of the polaroid company must have met with a car accident which damaged his brain, therefore resulting in his lack of wisdom in his decision to abolish the production of polaroid film :O I pray that he comes to his senses soon. and if he does, i'll totally buy a polaroid.

Mer: Huh so you mean you dont love me? (inserts sad face)
Me: Yeah i dont
Mer: Awwwwww (inserts smiley face)

What can i say? Hahahhaaha

Zomg. Last night's sleep was soooo goood i swear. (If only dreams could turn into reality :I) I slept at 1am and woke up at 1pm. It's been awhile since i had twelve ours of sleeep. I wonder when i'll be able to sleep for so long again ):

too good to be true

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you

This fire rising through my being
Burning, I'm not used to seeing you

I'm alive, I'm alive

I can feel you all around me
Thickening the air I'm breathing
Holding on to what I'm feeling
Savoring this heart that's healing

My hands float up above me
And you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
Into our secret place

Eyes on you ★

Oh boy, the long weekend is finally here! :D last weeek was helluva hectic one. All the staying back in school till at least 5 for extra lessons and all the make up lessons have been absolutely crazy! But thankfully, i had the good company from my awesome classmates! And i've realised that the more i try to hide, the more obvious it gets. So what the heck man, i'll just be myself! :]

Thanks all for the insightful advice. I have decided to look at life through a totally new perspective :D

Come to think of it, living without Msn is not really as hard as i think it'd be, right friend?

Who said, who said
I can't be Superman
I say, I say
That I know I can !
-

I LOVE MY PW GROUUUUUP :DDDD

waye shyang's mac is DA BOMBBBBBBBBBBBBBBZxZxZxZxZ :O

haiyaaaa, the sequence of the peeektures are all wrong :I


the fireworks this year was nothing compared to last year's. oh wells

Unlucky to the max (thanks for helping me out joy! :] )

I’m a war, of head versus heart,
And it’s always this way.
My head is weak, my heart always speaks,
Before I know what it will say.

Dont you think that people who let themselves get used even though they are well aware that they're being used, very silly?

Well i think so.