Guess you never really know just what you've got
'til you finally realize he could be gone
I know that I've been taking you for granted
For the longest time

All you wanted was someone who really cares
And I didn't even notice you were there
I promise that I'll never ever make that same mistake
Not twice

That was then..this is now
Took some time to come around
All I wanna do

Is try again...show you how
I know that it's all about
Giving attention to you

I was a fool for way to long
What you wanted, I could not see
That was then...this is now
Took some time to figure out
Love is all you need

Guess I never really thought about it before
I was thinking of myself, and nothing more
Didn't even wanna try to find out
How you really feel

Now I see that I'm the lucky one, it's true
And what we've got to know I never want to lose
I was trippin' in a fantasy
And missing what was real


damn. why is everything happening at the wrong time?! this sucks. i should really be concentrating on midyears ):

i hate being sick. used up three packets of tissue in class todayyy. ahhh this sucks to the coreeee.

kunna sucks. she scolded su, bessie and i about FIVE times in two periods. WTH. biatchhh.

anyway facil camp tonight. omgggg. im gonna DIE. exams are next week and i havent started memorising anything! :X

on a lighter note, rihanna's umbrella video is hot stuff mann! go check it out. :D
http://www.defjam.com/site/promo/contest/rihanna_covergirl/

i shall go and sleeeeep now. headache and flu, please go away when i wake up!

CONFIRMED.

i cant find the words t describe how im feeling right now. but its definitely a good feeling (:



THANKS FOR COMING BABES! :D


mommy, me and godma (:




THANKS FOR COMING YALL :D






godma and i at pines


kor kor and i


mommy and i. LOVEE (:


chris and i (: so retarded! lol






thanks for the lovely gifts! (:



thanks evil, shir, tessa, geri, val, lynda, trini, bet, shona, marie, karlo, darren, nigel, leonard, gabriel, and the two aarons for coming! :D and thank you all for the lovely wishings, presents and flowers! I LOVE YALL! ((((:

haha today was fun! except for the fact that i screwed up my english exam by making up a format of my own for situational writing. lol

anyway had a pretty long lunch with lynda, belinda and joyce at macs after english exam. we spent about 1 and a half hours at macs! the fries i had were EXTREMELY SALTY. i couldnt even count the salt particles on the fry! ha

then we headed to kiddy palace cos joyce had t use the washroom. lol. i swear man, belinda is damn scared of cats! she screamed when i shoved the soft toy of a cat at her face! it was so fun scaring someone instead of always getting scared by someone for a change. HAHA

oh and i realised that there are ALOT of winnie the pooh species. wth. they all look so distorted! none like the authentic one. ah well




okay anyway, joyce left. lynda, belinda and i went t orchard library t study (: omggg. we had helluva time there man! belinda kept trying not to laugh at my FUNNY jokes. stupiddd. haha. and she kept coming up with lame jokes! omg. but it was funny luh. i guess im just easily amused ((:

but we studied too okay! for about one hour outta the three and a half hours we were there. LOL. how accomplished. :D

oh yes, i MUST blog about one of belinda's jokes. i said "omg my sister's going for a camp at the zoo today!" then belinda was like "what about physics?" HAHAHAHAHA. for those who dont get it.. she was trying to be funny be taking "camp" as "Chem" get it? HAHAHA. it took awhile for lynda to get it. LOL.

then we were so afraid to go t the toilet cos we thought that pple around us would steal our things cos they were annoyed with us for making so much noise. hahaha


i love chip and dale! (:

belinda says "isabelle! why didnt u finish ur apple? why you only take one bite?" HAHA STUPID.

and according t belinda i spilt my strawberry smoothie on my ipod thats why it turned pink. WTH. see what i mean? hahah

omg. chinese prelims tmr! im so screwed. wish me luck. i need it.

so why'd you wanna go put stars in their eyes?
its the same old stories
they just didnt realise.

today was the last saturday training! oh man! two more trgs to gooooo (: im kinda relieved yet i dont want it t officially end yet. haha call me an oxymoron. ah well. today's run was not bad. i clocked in a timing of 10.52 (: yay. my best timing since i started trg :D

left after the run to go for amath lesson and it was H O R R I B L E. dont ask why. sigh ):

we went back for training at 11. so technically we went only for 1 and a half hours. lol. damn slack. (: but at least we cameee. MS BETINA SOH ponned again! TSKTSK.

had lunch at mos after that with tessa, jaslyn and shir. OMGGG. we laughed till our heads dropped off man. we stayed in mos for so long that the table beside us was occupied twice and when the occupants left we were still there! hahaha. it was fun shit there. crapped so much maaan. im sure gonna miss them when trg stops! ): oh and we saw rachel wong/gossips at bk. omg. poor girl! her ear had a damn bad infection. aye. YOU TAKE CARE YES!

anyway tessa and i went t meet audrey and anne t study at national library. i swear the lift there rocks man! oooh the adrenaline rush! i likeee. haha.

oh i was supposed t go for the workshop thingy at 5 in church. but in the end i was one hour late, and the thing sorta ended alr so i went home instead. aye. i feel so bad! i pangsehed francis so many times alr! SORRRY.

oh yes, HAPPY BDAY DOMINIC! (: may all your wishes and dreams come true! god bless! :D

i feel so tired. and why is friendster being so retarded now? you can post a comment for yourself now? what happened to testimonials?! right. friendster is full of crap. haha

i think im becoming more and more random. ah wells. confirmation rehearsal/last cat class lesson tmr! omgggg. i cant believe we're getting confirmed alr! its like about ten years since i have been attending cat class. omg come to think of it, thats a FRIGGING long time! its like 2/3 of my life! wow.


i shouldnt love you, but i want to

THATS WHY YOU GO MM, MM, MM MM MM

my tongue is burnt. owwww. i hate that feeling.

i just realised that i've got alot of pple from turkey adding me on msn. WTH. do i look like i know how t speak turkish?!

oh yes, i cant believe i forgot to blog about my physics textbook yesterday. omg. i think im damn blur! i left my physics tb on the bus, realising only when i boarded the next bus. and thinking i left it at the previous bus stop where i alighted, i walked alllllll the way back. but NO, it wasnt there ): AYEEE.

had to trouble mommy to call the bus interchange and all. come t think of it. i should have just bought a new one right. haiyo.

so anyway they found my book. and ivan kindly offered to accompany me to collect it at the BUKIT PANJANG interchange. i dont understand! the bus was going in the direction of my house. how did it end up in bukit panjang?! thats like millions of miles away from civilisation! anyway, thanks ivan! (:

ij fiesta today was quite fun. except for mrs fam being a party pooper! walaooo. we just bought coupons so that we could enter the haunted house but NO, she had to come and shoo all of us into the hall. saying that announcements were made 20 mins ago that all activities had to be stopped. AS IF. so we were left with 12 bucks worth of coupons. in the end we spent it on TATTOOS! yay! i love tattoos. haha.

thanks to melissa and cheryl i was drenched throughout the fiesta. whats more, i forgot to bring an extra shirt. THANKS ALOT. haha

oh yes, ij superstar! well done trini, catherine and shu hui! YALL DID DAMN WELL MAN! and congrats my dear long arms! YOU CAN SING SO WELL!! ((((:

thanks for making ij fiesta so fun! (:

thanks gil! i swear you can make a living outta doing this.

lynda's tai tai nails. hahahaha

i love yall (:

CAMWHORES! :D

sigh, if only you told me so earlier. i might have given you a chance. now its all too late. AH WELL :X

i've got SIX mosquito bites on my leg! ohmygawd. its so itchy! rarrs.

cell group with ivan, sharon, mat, germaine and kelvin yesterday was goood (: i wanna join your group luhhh. omg. i was supposed to meet ivan t have dinner and study first. but we ended up pigging out instead. all the pringles and fries. CALORIES! ahhh. stupid ivan. keep saying i make oragasm sounds!(stupid sicko) wth. its called ONOMATOPOEIA ivan. hahaha

anyway we waited ONE hour for sharon. and ivan was teaching me amath. but i only completed ONE qn in the end. how efficient. :D

ivan, you owe me 5 teh pings! (:

today was weird. all the tension. dang. i hate it.

math lesson was fun today with su! haha. that eediot got me into troubleee. rarrs. but it was worth it luh. damn fun to see sam's reaction when the erasers kept hitting her. LOL. dont kill me sam! :X

anyway thanks lynda and belinda for shopping with me today! i FINALLY got my confirmation dress! its so nice!! i like. (: now all i need is a white shawl. damn. does anyone wanna lend me? heh.

ij fiesta tmr! the only catch is that there are no lessons! i frigging wasted seven bucks on the fiesta shirt. DANG. its so tiny. how to wear???

OMGGGG. tuition class is awesome stuff manXxXzZz. hahahhaa. ray is so frigging funny okay. let me describe a scenario:

ray asked me some question that has to do with magnets attracting and repelling. so i answered. and then he was showing the action of the magnets attracting and repelling with his hands. and thinking that he was clapping for me for anwering correctly, tessa and val started clapping along. HAHAHAHHAA. then ray was like"im sorry tessa, but fyi im not clapping for her. im just showing the action of the magnets attracting and repelling" OMGGGGG. it was damn funny luh! the whole frigging class burst out laughing! even the guys! haha. i laughed till my stomach hurt so much! lol

and fyi for those who think im a bimbo. im NOT

the definition of a bimbo according to dictionary.com is:
1. a foolish, stupid, or inept person.
2. a man or fellow, often a disreputable or contemptible one.
3. Disparaging and Offensive. an attractive but stupid young woman, esp. one with loose morals.

as you can see, im NONE of the above :D

haha i cant wait for the next physics tuition!!! (((:

oh yes, i screwed up english oral yesterday ))))): puck. stella ho sucks luh. she gave me so much stress! if only i had mrs alex! danggg. i think my brain and mouth dont function as one. what is wrong with me man?!

physio was good today. altho ** didnt come ): at least i made new friends (: haha. omg. i cant stand guys who try and show off how fit they are when they're not at all. EEE.

HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE! (((:

yesterday rocked! went t tessa's house after trg. we watched click and made mashed potatoes! ((: omg. click is a pucking nice show please! its sooooo sad. it made me realise something: sometimes we wish that horrible parts in our lives would be fast forwarded so that we wont have to go through it. but if it was really fast forwarded, then it would just remain as a memory which we have never experienced before. our lives would just be so damn FAKE. there wont be any meaning to life anymore. so why carry on living?

after making d mashed potatoes(okay so tessa's made did most of d work. heh), we headed to evil's house for netballers bbq party! woohooooo! (: the juniors surprised us with this short and sweet videoclip! AWWWWWWWWWWWW. it was so touching! it felt as if i was walking down memory laneee. and all the perth trip pics! oh man! i miss perth! anyway, THANKS JUNIORS! YALL ROCKKKK! I LOVE YALL! (((:

left early cos i had easter vigil at 9 ): we hadnt even started the bbq then! cos we had no CHARCOAL. we had fire starters tho. LOL. hahaha. i was so suay t have ma thing. third day somemore! if not i could have at least swam ): ah wells. theres always next time! gathering again soon yes netballers! :D

anyway sitting next t ivan fer, marianne and mathias was fun during mass! ((: fer burnt her cup! it was dammmn funny. ahahhaa. and ivan was singing soooo loudly along. marianne and i were so embarrassed! haiyo. he and his regina coelli song. LOL. i would have fallen asleep during mass if not for him tho. the mass lasted for a frigging THREE hours! anyhows, REJOICE FOR CHRIST HAS RISEN! praise the lord! (:

headed to the macs at bukit purmei for supper. i was sooo hungry i could have eaten a cow. haha. accounting to the fact that i only had a few scoops of mashed potatoes for dinner. anyway. i was stuck with at the same table as ivan in macs too!

stupid ivan kept thinking that i liked him. oh PUH LEASEEEE. lol. and he tortured the doll i gave him from ma happy meal! ): poor doll. ivan was practically breaking her legs. and he did all the obscene stuff to her which i shall not elaborate on. haha. SICKO. oh yes, ivan you still owe me ten bucks for saying "you will be your girlfriend"! :D

OMG. and and he threw a frikking dead cockroach on fer and i. EEEEEDIOT. and he almost made me step on a dead bird! OH IVAN! easter wouldnt have been that... adventourous without you. LOL


Feelings can grow but
They can go away too
You're takin my hand
Lookin into my eyes
Don't be in a rush to
Get me tonight

Do you know how to touch a girl?
If you want me so much
First I have to know
Are you thoughtful and kind?
Do you care what's on my mind?
Or am I just for show?
You'll go far in this world
If you know how to touch a girl