Last christmas i gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

How apt.

Thanks for making this christmas such a lovely one ((((:

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! :D

Ahhhhhh. I feel so blessed. Thank you God.

(inserts megawatt smile)

Why?
I reckon this one-word question is the most difficult one can ever ask.


Old school bus

Catching up with erica was awesome today. Missed you so much partner! Lets meet up again sooon alright?? :D Love youuu.

Met gabriel after that. Another good catching up session. Whooopeee :D

Oh yeah, i did THREE FUCKING HUNDRED JUMPING JACKS TODAY. My calf muscles feel like they're gonna degenerate any time. Gahhh. Need.a.massage.

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Caught twilight midnight sneaks last night. Imma impatient girl. Cant imagine waiting till the 18th when i can catch the sneaks Now. Never really saw the difference between sneaks and the actual movie anyway. I must say the movie did fall short of my expectations considering how much they didnt show as compared to the book. But the parts that they did show were absolutely, amazing.

Robert Pattinson (Edward cullen) is a major heartthrobbbb. Oh gosh...
And Bella's gorgeous as well. She looked so much prettier on screen as compared to those posters. They look so compatible together ((:

Oh and work the past two days have been rather fun. Working at Mangrove totally pawns indochine man. At least the people there are friendly and nice :D At least it's a good first impression they gave. But i guess i shouldnt trust people so easily. And yesterday was sosooo slack cos anne was around. Totally just stood at the counter catching up with her the whole time. I cant wait to work with her again!!!! (: I love that girl :D

I really hate going through that guilt trip. So please, spare me...?

They say that maturing is just the process of growing up. But what if I don't want to grow up?

Nice one. I dropped a fivekg weight on my foot today. Fucking painful. I swear there's internal bleeding. Every step that i take actually hurts. Grah. I've suddenly become extremely accident prone the past few days. I have like two blisters on my hand and two on my leg. Three outta the four have already burst. I think im starting t get immune to the pain..

Random note: There's love actually showing on sunday night at 11pm! Go catch it if you havent. All time fav show :D

Today was all sorts of fun :D Outing with Bestf again. We have matching rings now Hahahaha( Call us corny, but whatever :] I think its damn cute) Anyways, walked around town accompanying tess to buy her christmas presents (Shit i havent started my christmas shopping (!!!)) Ohhh and we caught wild child today. We got the last two seats. Front seats, but doesnt matter luh. The show was not bad at all :] Then met gab and mark at heeren. Caught up abit with marky. Outing soon yeah! When joy comes back and all :)

Oh btw, im gonna start work tmr at some restaurant in keppel club. Anne's mom's restaurant. And she wont be able to make it tomorrow for my first day at work! Gahhh. Sucks balls. Im pretty nervous. At least i have a brilliant work scheldue. Friday sat sunday, 5 to 11 pm. How cool is that (Ignoring that i'd have to give friday night outs a miss :( )

Current song playing: Fall for you (Secondhand serenade)

Missyoumissyoumissyou

Finders keepers Losers weepers.(bleh)

Have you ever woken up and suddenly be hit with a gut feeling that the day was gonna be an extremely unlucky day?

Well i have. Lesson learnt: To take extra precautions whenever i have that awful feeling.

Gahhhh. I cant believe i lost my phone! I feel like cursing the person who took it. Fuck, not only did she(I believe its a she cos i think i lost it in cotton on) take away my phone, but also the lovely memories i have in my phone. C'mmon, i wouldnt mind if she just returned me my sim card!! But dang it. No one would be so dumb. Nonetheless, I hope the person is doing fine and not getting anything illegal with the money she's getting for my phone. But i also really really hope that she feels so guilty... So so guilty. And she better not take anyone's phone anymore.

Sighhhh... I guess i have only myself to blame. Too careless. And i recently discovered the vitality of every decision one makes, no matter who trivial and minor it might seem. Every single decision is integral. That is why i hate making decisions. Okay not exactly the decision making process, but the whole post-decisionbeingmade feeling. I dread having to regret. I honestly do...

Anyway, I guess i should apologise for not being able to respond to all of you who texted/called. But somehow, i kinda like the feeling of not being able to be reached. HAHAH. Irresponsibility. Whatever. :B

Oh but the feeling of not being able to contact whoever you want to contact.. Not cool at all.

I reallyreallyreally miss my old phone! No phone can ever replace it. I was thinking of buying that model again, but i doubt its in stock. Oh my k800i....

* Thanks sf for cheering me up today! I had fun :DDD Owe you one :]
** Thanks for being there for me yesterday tessa! Love you bf. :D

Question: What if you could pick the person you fell in love with? Would you still pick the one you're currently in love with?


Oooh i just realised my past few posts have been pictureless. So time to upload those pics from Mawai :]






When you do that thing you do you got me off my feet
When you say that thing you say I’m on the edge of my seat
Oh when you shake my hand then you say how do you do
I say I’m fine but in my mind I’m screaming “I Love You!”
Oh won’t you know cos’ I won’t show it, I’m far to shy

Ahhhhhhhh, civilisation. I missed you.

Mawai mawai mawai. The place w/o electricity, proper sanitation, proper food. proper beds, normal smelling water. It's a wonder how i still managed t have so much fun. ;D

I think Mawai has made me more macho. (muahahahha)

Anyways, was supposed to go down for trg today. (Can you believe it, i actually miss rowing :B) HAHA. But i was so thoroughly exhausted. Twelve hours of sleep aint sufficient to make up for the lack of sleep the past two days. :O

Oh stef taba, please send me the peektures! :D