i must say that cjc dance concert was awesome! A job well done dancers! :D

i never realised that cj had soooo many hot girls. HAHA. oh you fortunate guys. i think i'd be better off a lesbian. ah well

so technically, i got my tickets at 8 am this morning. talk about being last minute aye. but nonetheless, thanks for the tickets jaime! :D

didnt go for trg this morning cos i had to send my cousin off at 10am (i didnt pon trg okay! :O ) oh mann, im gonna miss her so much! takkaire cuz! have fun in thailand with your boyfriend! (((:



TESSA WONG! :D thanks for getting the tix from jaime! Oh yeah and thanks for lending me money and bringing P for me. i owe you one! anyways, so glad i could attend the concert with you (: sorry for gushing over N continuously. heh. she's the bombZzZ! :]


MELOW! Oh boy, you look damn hot in this peekture! you and your megawatt smiles :D


coolest teacher in cj! (: her hairdo was damn cool today. too bad you cant see it in this peekture.


BFF :]

i.feel.like.chopping.my.nose.off

mer: why you never go for trg that day?
me: i had a terrible flu. nose couldnt stop running
mer: eh then did you catch it?

classic beeeembowwww line. HAHA. but i still love you anyway mer! :D

today was CRAZY!! Seriously. i dont think i ever canoed so much in one day before! trg started at 0830 and ended at fucking 1700!(we stopped for lunch break of course) i think all the canoeing has caused us to lose our minds! seriously... :O

but i must admit it was quite fun capping in the k4 admist the downpour (: the whole scene was so damn... beautiful. HAHAHA. and i freaking hate the canoe federation guy! he whole day only know how to pick on our school! arghhh. damn annoying.

anyways, you MUST listen to whatever it takes by lifehouse. oh boy, the lyrics are frigging goood. <3 lifehouse :D

Zomg. fer has finished watching the whole season of GG and im only at episode six. HAHA. im actually quite proud of myself. :]

went with canoeists to study at KAP today.. oh man. I miss studying there with miss sarah lee! and fantasizing over b2k.(HAHAH. those foolish times) which reminds me of how we sneaked into one of the condos.. and getting chased by the monkeys at britsh club! zomg. those were the days.. i miss you sarah lee! ):

anyways, the canoeists are the bombZzZ! studying with them makes studying a whole lot more fun! :D albeit unproductive. haha.

MER IS THE ULTIMATE BIMBO I SWEAR. hahaha! its ohsofun to disturb her :O

oh yeah, and i cant believe i turned down a dance ticket today. at first when i saw jeanne calling me on my phone screen, i was damn excited! then she said she only had one ticket to offer.. so after little contemplation, i decided to turn her down.. cos i didnt wanna go without my bestfriends. ah, but i reallytruly wanna watch the concert! this is so frustrating.

but, we have come up with a little plan. HEH. hopefully it'll work :O all i can say is that 7 and 11 are the magic numbers :]

If you just realise what I just realised,

but i guess its too late..

can we bring yesterday back around?

gossip.girls.is.addictive. (((:

somehow, it doesnt feel like its the holidays ): training is fucking four times a week. awesome.


who's there? no one
thinking that i deserved it
now i realize that i really didnt know

oh, angel of mine

today, i decided to read the papers. and i realised that the death toll for the sichuan earthquake has reached 60000. Zomg. thats alot of people. and its expected to reach 80000. im appalled.

only now do i realise how fortunate i am to be living in singapore.
to be even alive.
to have my loved ones with me.
Thank you so much god! (:

anyways, i had so much fun today with lynda tay chu ying :D thanks for the wonderful time! couldnt have hoped for better. I love you! :D haha oh and we decided to reach for our *cough* feminine sides today. LOL


this doesnt look like singapore right.


my darling, who knew? ((:


zomg i feel damn bad. cos after the guy took the peekture for us. i said thanks. then i looked at it and discovered he cut the whole top part off!): then i said to lynda"aiyah! but nvm, its okay right." and the guy turned around :O i should really learn to stop shooting my mouth off indiscriminately


the waterfall was sooo beautiful :D


once again, i love you lynda tay! :D

ketchup, frolick and shopping again soon yeah? :] oh yeah, shall go fort canning next? HA.

Hold on, little boy
Show me what she's done to you
Stand up, little boy
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's Through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you

cheeerup!

why is it that every time that i try i get tongue-tied?


its times like this when i wish that i was taking 4H2s. then i wouldnt have to be so worried for tomorrow's chem paper :S :S :S

anyways, i screwed gp so bad, especially the essay): i dont wanna think about it anymore. all i hope for is a pass :O

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

i dont know why but this song's been stuck in my head for no apparent reason.

TODAY IS FARMER CHING'S LAST LESSON WITH US ): ): ): ): ):
He got our class percy pigs and chocolates. sweeet. :D im gonna miss him alot! ): sigh. i pray that our next econs teacher's like him. ha :O

night study today was quite productive i must say (: well, before the food break we had at least. zomg. three cheers to the parents who prepared the food for us! they're damn nice i swear. we should have more night study sessions yes.

and yayyyy! we managed to surprise kelly successfully! :D she didnt suspect a thing ((: the cake was sooo goood man. hahah. but it didnt help tedmond and gabriel at all cos of their special little competition :O anyway i love planning surprises :D altho i kinda suck at it. yesterday's surprise for kelly with the canoeists was kinda screwed up tho. thanks to stef who spoke so loudly! TSK TSK. hahaha. im kidding.

PE lecture was helluva waste of time. they taught us about dieting. i really ought to be paying attention but my mind was preoccupied with something else. ahwells. yes kelly and gabriel, we need to start our diet. real soon alright! :D

anyways, canoeists potluck dinner at raymond's yesterday was AWESOME! the food was good. oh screw the food embargo! :] thanks stef the scandalous for planning it! haha! and i totally got thrown into the pool about fifteen times yesterday. thanks alot ah gabriel :O he was like waiting for me at the edge of the pool just to throw me in the second i got out of the water! HURRR. my nose couldnt get any more blocked. i swear im gonna throw you into the pool one day by myself :] AND mer, i totally won you in the swinging competition okay! HANDS DOWN MAN. :] go train ten more years then come compete with me again! :D


(haha i stole this from kelly's blog)spaz as they are, I still LUBxXx EM ! D:

ANYWAYS KELLY TAAAAAAAAAN XIAOYI!!! its past midnight alr (: someone's just turned a year older! hope you enjoyed the surprises :D( i bet you were damn touched right :P) its been great knowing you although it has only been a short 4 months or so.. anyways, just so you know, im really glad we're partners for K2! you've been a great partner, really. thanks for always warning me about the rudder (you're my eyes (: ) heh. i dont care, we must try our very best and win a medal this year okay (((: heh. thanks for all the advice and words of wisdom D: have a fab seventeenth old woman! hahaha. i love you nonetheless whore (((((: happy birthdayyy dear!


ps: please dont get the wrong idea. im sorry im sucha coward.

i think i've been a mean, insensitive beeech lately ):

Im sorry im bad, im sorry im blue
im sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i cant take it back
Im sorry


i think i havent felt really really happy for a long long time. i miss that feeling. i really do. what is wrong with me ): suddenly, i miss you alot.

i should stop thinking.


anyways,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FREDDIE NEO! ex sitting partner! :P i must admit that i miss those times in pae.. all the times we got on each other's nerves, and the countless number of times you told me to "shut up" despite me telling you that its extremely rude. HAHA. at least i got used to it eventually (: i actually kinda miss getting disturbed by you and marcus with the black paper stick. ohh the cheap thrills we had with that paper.. haha. rmb playing tennis with it and a tiny rubber? :O let's play it again someday again (: and im quite positive that i do not whine the way yall describe it as! and Zomg, remember the 14 of feb woohaaa. im so so sorry for everything that day. i didnt mean for it to happen i swear :S thanks for the second chance man. and last but not least, thanks for always being there for me with a listening ear. i really appreciate it. im truly glad that i got to know you better this year (: once again, have a fab seventeenth friend! god bless you always! :D


hahaha, mr macdonald feet :D

Zomg. i've been itching to blog since saturday but time wasnt on my side. ah wells. i must say, this has been an eventful yet extremely unproductive weekend. spent 3/4 of the weekend in macritchie for the one star course. and im proud to say that i finally have ONE STARRRRR :D yay!

the course was fun but quite tiring. i hated the capsizing drill tho. alfred(the instructor) just refused to pass kelly and i! TMD. we had to keep trying.
and trying
and trying
and the fudging water kept going into my nose! ugh.

but besides that, it was fun playing bumper boats! :D:D and our instructor was kinda gay(but nice), lucky my group didnt get the other one :O the other group had mr cheekopek too(mer's favourite :P ) hahaha.

the funniest thing was that. a fudging monkey tried to drink from my bottle! @#@!#^%# seriously. haha i've got proof. okay actually thats not the funniest. the funniest part is that someone actually wrote a note and placed it under my bottle for me. HAHA



see the dent! stupid monkeyyyy :O and that wasnt all! i could tell it touched the top of my bottle too cos there was sand all over the mouthpiece and it was shifted outta place. DISGUSTING! now i need a new bottle


HAHAHAHA. funny note

haha anyways, went to meet my pae clique after the course on saturday to celebrate jeanne and freddie's birthday. but wth, they didnt leave any of the cookies and cream icecream cake for melow and i. THANKS AH. :o anyways,camwhored alot :D twas quite embarrassing cos pple were staring. :I and i managed to catch up quite abit with them too. (:




we took way more than this, but im lazy to upload :O

oh yeah, i stayed up till 1plus trying to sew on the pillow for my mother but to no avail :S the fudging thread just refused to enter the needle. TMD. i spent about 20 min trying to fit it in yeknow. in the end i just used glitter to write the words. i should have thought of that sooner. damn. haha. anyways, i think my mom liked her present(or at least i hope she did) my family went ahead to celebrate mothers day (without me!! cos i had the stupid course) sigh.

i was supposed to wake up at 530 this morning for chem but i didnt manage to(even though i slept at ten last night! ) which is why im screwed for today's chem test.(whats new right ]: ) sigh. i suck at time management. seriously. i need a time manager!(any volunteers? D: )


Before I run far away
I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace
I gotta find a new place
A holiday
I'll set off on a new chase
I gotta see a new face
I need to take a holiday

FRIDAY NIGHTS,
I love (:

training was tough today man. but it was fruitful :D and at least there wasnt much land training, except for the killer hill runs. haha. anyways, school was !&%$^#$ waste of time. totally woke up early for nothing okay. my precious sleeeep. :O my lack of sleep resulted in a day of pms. i got annoyed over the slightest issues. and i realised training really takes my mind off stuff. very cathartic i should say. D:

went to meet marky and joy after training today (: love friday meetings with clique :D
and we totally ate fried food cos we ate kfc :X but i guess i really deserved it. abstained from real fried food for damn long alr okay!!(all the school one not counted :O ) hahaha. oh boy, it felt so good. oooh the crisp. haha. oh wells, what can i say, im deprived. :] gossip complaining session was gooooood. hahaha. another cathartic experience. (: today's not so bad after all i guess

omg i cant wait for tmr! gonna go celebrate jeanne's and freddie's birthday with my pae class! oh boy, cant wait to meet up with them.(: anyway the one star course sucks luh. it has taken up my entire weekend! i dont even think i'll be able to attend mass with my family on mother's day :[ and speaking of that.. i really need to start sewing soon. tmr tmr tmr. i hope the course ends early tmr

there are so many things i wanna say.. so many thoughts. but it just seems wrong to blog about them. argh. i feel so constricted. i think i think too much. i should just stop thinking.

Do you feel like a man when you push her around?
Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground?
Well, I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end
As your lies crumble down, a new life she has found.

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect;
Every action in this world will bear a consequence.
If you wait around forever you will surely drown.
I see what's going down.

what a weeek! im so glad its almost over :] and yay, school starts at 11 tmr!

did i mention how much i love my class again? haha. cant wait for class chalet please D:




and once again, the IJ blues strike. just received the letter to go collect my olevel cert. oh man! cant wait to go back to ij. i've had the craving for ij's bakchormee since whoknowswhen. :O and i highly miss netball trainings!

haha this was like in sec2.. those were the days.... :]

i misss you guys terribly ): can we meet up soooon!


and you guys! although it has been a week or so, im missing yall already! ah!

truth is, im really scared. scared that history will repeat itself

Say it Again for me
Cause i love the way it feels

(:

I highly dislike the pe teachers of cj. especially mr F(mark calls him the bearded beast. how apt). seriously. i think its really retarded how they get so worked up over students wearing slippers to school. wth luh. in secondary school, it was perfectly normal for a student with an injured toe or whatsoever to wear slippers to school. but in cj, apparently it isnt. even though you've got a huge cut on your toe.

and it seems like if you have a cut on your small toe that means the cut is small, just cos its on your small toe. had i known of this theory i would have pasted a fat beeeg plaster on my big toe as well. HURRR.

and i freaking got caught by two PE teachers and tjs today. TMD. instead of showing concern on why im wearing slippers, the first thing they do is scold scold scold. what the fuck. and can someone tell me whats the big deal of wearing slippers?!?!?! freaking mr I kept mocking charmaine and i this morning. i swear he has something against canoeists -.-

got caught by the bearded beast twice. and now he wants me to bring my slippers for him tmr for him to confiscate for a day. !^$#$@#@! he's really one of the most retarded teachers i've met.

today started terribly. thank god it had a happy ending cos i met lynda tay (: and satisfied my craving for the ikea caramel icecream D: we managed to explore anchorpoint today. and i think its a cool place :O

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELICIA SOH MEI YING!!

so we went to surprise fer at the east coast chalet cami booked for her last night(awww) although it wasnt much of a surprise cos she kinda knew about it alr. ah wells. she had to keep spliting herself into two cos there was us(church pple) and her clique. haha. kelly and yanling went too! but they fell asleep quite early. i was damn tired too. all thanks to ytd's trg

anyway, jane and i went for a ride on ivan's car to get more drinks. ZOMG. it was fucking scary i swear. gerard was driving :O and we almost got into an accident. AHHHH, i almost died. At first we almost had a collision with another car, lucky gerard had quick reflexes. he swerved and we missed it by just one bit. (heaves a sigh of relief) then just when we were getting over our initial shock, a cab zoomed past and BAAAAAM! Okay im exaggerating. it wasnt much of a baaam. just that we hit the cab and caused quite an obstruction on the road when the cab driver came out to talk terms with us. thank god he didnt find out gerard didnt have his liscense. in the end gerard had to pay the cab driver 100 bucks.

and i must say, after all that happened, they all remained rather calm, especially ivan. after all, its his rented car. there were some scratches on the car and the headlights were outta place. so we headed to ivan's house to get spray paint for the car. while they were spraying the car, i decided to catch some sleep in the car. slept at an awkward position at the backseat and woke up having a major cramp when i stood up to walk. and when i got my balance. my knee gave way and i cut my toe. @#$#%^$#^ fucking painful man. ivan then piggybacked me to the nearest toilet to wash my cut. thanks man. i know i must've weighed a ton :O

haha but nonetheless, i must admit that the car ride was damn fun still! :D hahaha. i doubt ivan is ever gonna let gerard drive his car anymore. lol. was supposed to stay over at the chalet but in the end we decided to give fer and cami some private time(HOHOHO) ivan sent jane, jerry and i home. got home at around 4 and crashed my bed. was supposed to attend mass and visit my grandma today but i just couldnt wake up. in the end i woke up at 12 plus and have been slacking till now :I there's econs test tmr ]: i better get some studying done

toodles (:

labour day. i wonder how many women gave birth today :O

caught over her dead body today. whoaaa. eva longoria is hot stuff man. too bad she wasnt the lead. anyway we walked into the wrong cinema today! how embarrassing. anyway while i was walking to cine today, i fucking dropped my phone on the floor without noticing. oh thank god for the stranger who picked it up and handed it to me

take a look at the ordinary
dont need to look for paradise
you could be next to an angel in disguise (((:

sports day tmr :O cant wait to play floorball! i hope we win man. quite scared for the run tho. we're currently sixth(aka the last) position ): but fret not team! im sure we can improve! gogogo kelly joy and joyce! :D

oh and before i forget. mr hobxXxX! thanks for the plain crackers and the constant supply of food D: i swear i put on at least 2 kg from all the food you've been providing. lol. and fyi, i havent forgotten about the water barrow okay! HURRR. haha.

i suddenly feel like eating tuna + plain cracker! satisfy my craving will you.

diet alert.