You say hello, inside i'm screaming i love you

LET'S GET HIGH AGAIN TONIGHTTTTT :D

last night was awfully awesome. what can i say, 1t22 is THE BOMB!!! :]

thanks to all who took care of me last night!! and im so sorry for the retarded behaviour. :O

whooooopeeeeeeeeedooooooooooooo :) :P :] :D :O

MID YEARS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRR. muahahahah :D :D :D

i think i lost my virginity to the physics paper today. screwed me real bad man. i swear. im gonna get some 10/140 okay. Sigh. this is so demoralising. midyears were pretty much screwed. i just hope i dont get straight Us. subpass would be good enough.

went out with my classmates after the paper to celebrate :] i love my classsss. alot. haha. went to some rose restaurant in fareast to have lunch. and the food sucked :O but the only upside was that their math sucks. they gave kelly an extra of about 20 for the change. wtf right? hahah. kelly i want a treat!!! :D


tedmond being retarded. act #3. tedmond you owe me 152 bucks already. pay up soon or i'll hang pig head outside your door! muahaha (zac efron looks bloody gorgeous. dont you think so?!?! :] )


she brings joy to my world :D:D

caught get smart after that. ooooh that movie's damn hilarious. played fooseball in the adidas shop. whoaaaa. that game is bloody fun. matt and i totally owned joy and xavier in one game only luh hahaha. but it was pretty much him scoring and stuff, cos i wasnt of much help, except for letting in the goals :O

went on to meet my clique after that in town. awwwwwwwwww. i havent seen them for so long okay! damn glad we met up today! on ah, every last friday of the month. i cant wait!! :D anyway we managed to successfully surprise lynda tay with the help of her ac friends. hahah. the look on her face was priceless man. :] hope you enjoyed the surprise lynda! heh.

we decided to have a picnic at the place next to giraffe for dinner. oh the memories... (zomg i wanna eat in giraffe one day!!! the place seems bloody gorgeous from the outside!!!) although the food was kinda impromtu, it was goood nonetheless. :P tuna spread on plain crackers are the bomb okay. :D heh. marshmallows tooo. ahhh. heavenly. anne wanted to put her guide skills to use today by starting a fire. but there were just too many plants around. hahaha. it would be really funny to see her start a fire there. lol. anyway i should really stop eating so much. i had like 5 big slices of birthday cake for the past two days already! OH NO. body peace body peace.(chants)


they mean EVERYTHING to me


happy birthday my dearest lynda tay! im sooooo glad we're still as tight as before. four years and going strong! love you TONNES girl! :D:D:D:D



A B. C. D.

on second thoughts, i dont wanna learn how to swim no more :D

pillow fight;






I MISS YOU BESTFRIENDDDDD. )))):











IM BAAAAACK! :D

was at coasta sands for the past 2 or 3 days for class chalet :] and i must say this chalet has been relatively different from the other chalet's i've been for. for starters, there wasnt ANY chips! (on the first day that is.) Zomgggg. what is a chalet w/o chips?!?! GASP.

and so for the past two nights i clocked in less than 6 hours of sleep. i never had this little sleep in my entire life before. quite a record for me, i must say :] and i realised that the lack of sleep can really turn one into a full fledged monster. i was damn easily annoyed when i went for trg this morning. :O

had countless number of walks around east coast with kelly on the first night. talked about hell lot of random stuff. it was fun though (: and zomg, stargazing while doing leg raises with kelly tan is absolutely fun! :D i wanna go stargazing agaaaaaain. I WANNA SEE A SHOOTING STARRR :B

and i swear farmer ching(mr ching) is the coolest teacher on the planet!!! :D he bought us sushi and also helped us to get alcohol! :D

too bad we didnt get to cycle overnight. oh boy, people should stop leaving their bikes outside their chalets. its too tempting.

actually, having an itinerary for chalets aint a bad idea. cos we seriously had no idea on what to do besides playing guitar hero. which im an absolute NOOOOB at and which darren is freakishly awesome at ): what can i say, life is unfair :O oh and we caught the incredible hulk too! it's a nice movie! i think the hulk's quite hot actually. lol. i want to watch narnia and kungfu panda! rarrrs. i realise i want to do alot of things. sigh

ah and i should really learn how to be a neater/responsible person. i freaking left my red aussino towel and my star boxers at the chalet/chalet toilet/macritchie toilet. sobs.. :( i hope someone took my towel for me. :S goodbye favourite underunder wear :[

oh and i learnt quite a few things from this chalet
#1. Mark gets really high when he's tired. Zomg. he just cant stop talking! HAHAHAHA. im not lying. he just kept saying goodnight to everyone non stop! we went to bed at like 1 but ended up sleeping only around 3. thanks alot marky. :D hahahah
#2. (i was told to remove this)
#3. half a tub of chunky monkey on a half full stomach is a huge NO-NO
#4. even though the sun rises from the east, we cant catch a sunrise at eastcoast (DANG.)
#5. I FREAGING SUCK AT GUITAR HERO ))):

tuition was an absolute waste of time today. NOTHING got into my head! ): yes matthew, i'll take your advice next time. :]

oh yes, happy birthday renxian! :D

melissa tong is a very horrible study partner :O
But i still love her anyway! :]

Went to school to study with her after trg today. and it was !&%#$^# unproductive to the max. its like, we had endless topics to talk about man. HAHA. that scandalous one. and mer, im so gonna tell G and C about your secret fantasies for them.

muahahhahaha

ps: dont kill me! :O
pps: read your post. AWWWW, totally melt heart. oops, heartmeltZzZz i mean (: (: (:

oh yes, i just found out that there's a fucking crocodile/moniterlizard/komododragon in macritchie reservoir!
BRAVO. ):



was over at tessa's last night for sleepover :D the initial plan was to STUDY but i guess we got carried away with other stuff. :S played WII for the first time at her aunty's place. Zomg. Tried tennis(!!!!), boxing and bowling. Zomg boxing is super duper tiring!! i played till my entire right back/arm was aching like crazy! :O i never knew it could be that tiring..

oh and we watched little man and the date movie. well the best word to describe both movies is, DISTURBING(!!!) But they were interesting luh (:

anyways, headed to school after trg with russell yesterday cos he needed t hand in his math file and i needed to get my math notes. (i left my entire term1 math notes under my table and only realised it two days ago :O ) yes yes, you dont have to remind me what a genius i am.

was praying and hoping that the lady at the general office would allow me to get the keys to open my classroom. but she said NO. after begging and pleading her, she still said NO.

&$#%@#!@! &^$

I was DAMN freaked out. how the hell am i supposed t photocopy the entire term 1 notes?!?!! but russell the genius suggested that i should try sneaking into my classroom through the window. hahah. not that i actually considered the idea, but we went to check my classroom anyway. and guess whattt!!!

the classroom lights were switched on the door was wide open!!! :O for a second, i thought i was seeing things. but no, the classroom door was bloody open!!!! :D:D:D i could say i was on cloud nine alright. HAHA. thank god! & the cleaner guy!!! cos he was the one who opened the classroom door thank you thank you thank you!!!! ((((:

i was so tempted t walk pass the general office and flash my math notesright at the stupid woman's face! but i decided not to in the end.. so wasted!

bumped into tedmond outside the toilet after that. and i totally saw myself in him for awhile. HAHAHA. he, being a genius too, left his math notes in class as well!!! (COPYCAT!!) and he said he felt damn good cos he managed to get his math notes even though the beech at the general office refused to give him the keys. and i was like ZOMGGGG. ME TOOO. hahahaha. and we both burst out laughing. YAYYY, kudos to the cleaner guy!

OH.MY.GAWWWWWWWSH

someone please shoot the sidereel uploaders! they just uploaded the first episode of gossip girls season 2! :O
howamigonnastudylikethat?!?!?!!?

they deleted it alr, i think. wooops.

Where I can run, just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear, you're just like a pill
Instead of making me better
You keep making me ill

ahhh, i miss you

GET WELL SOON MER!

today is an extremely bad day
#1 some fucking srjc k1 banged into us before the start of our race and caused us to capsize
#2 we were damn pekchek before our race
#3 we came in fifth (thats only to make it sound better. as a matter of fact, we came in last for our heats ;((( )

i dont understand!!! its not like we dont train as hard as other schoools! why cant we win a medal?! ): i know one might say, people dont train hard to win

but seriously, you have to admit that there's a part of you deep down inside, that secretly hopes to win right?!?!?!

partner, i know you're disappointed with our race today. i am too.. but i know we both tried our best.. well done kelly :) but anyway from now on, im gonna push myself 103% during trg cos i know how badly you and i wanna win a medal! we can do it kelz. i know we can! alll the way! :]

ps: thanks for all the support today!

Hokay, so.. it's gerard's birthday today

and so, i msged him happy birthday and all, to this number which i THOUGHT was his new number cos he called me a few days ago with that number. But unfortunately, it turned out not to be, or so i thought..

G: sorry btw, who are you? did you send to the correct person?
me: oh shit, you're not gerard?! i think i sent wrong person. sorry. im his friend isabelle
G: hmmm. isabelle! girl? how old are you? where you from?

(at this point of time, i was talking to fer on msn. telling her not to message that number cos it was the wrong number. then she insisted it was him playing prank. Soooo, i decided to play along and replied)

me: hmmm, im 36 this year and currently searching for a husband.. are you a guy? :D

(this time, fer tells me i really got the number wrong, and its not gerard)

G: nope, im a girl too. 38. hey, you're just two years younger. and im looking for a wife! (: *wink
G: sorry if you dont mind, can i call you? i want to hear your voice (:

(and he calls. and by this time, i was alr freaking out. so i rejected the call)
G: why you reject my call? ):

suspicion was creeping to me. finally figured that fer was in cahoots with gerard. and when he called again, i picked up and had a good laugh

HAHAHA.
stupid gerardddd. pple wish you happy birthday you go play prank on them *shakes head. HA. have a fab eighteenth anywayyy :D :D

its 130 am. and i have the urge to

#1 leave my house and to east coast and rent a bike for the entire night and cycle to changni airport
#2 or i could go to the huge grass patch at marina and fly kite
#3 go to the railway station and have prata for supper(im starving!)
#4 play tennis now!

:D

oh, the getaway sounds so tempting....



Sometimes you hold so tight,
It slips right through your hands.

Hello everyone, meet my best friend, nicole :]


he's one in a million, isnt he? :D

"bushy eyebrows are sexy"

HAHAHHAHAHAHA

FELICIA SOH MEI YING IS AMAZING. :D
attended mass with her today. we were both freaking late for mass :S argh. i resolve to be early for mass the next time!! truthfully, right now, i dont really see the point in attending mass actually.. it's like.. i dont even learn anything.. and my guilt is worsened everytime i attend mass cos i dont even try to absorb what the father is saying. :S oh my, what has happened to me

headed to vivo right after that cos we were both starving. had lunch at the foodcourt and went starbucks to study (: saw some people which made fer and i so disgusted :S ugh. but other than that, i swear, starbucks rocks! :D
they actually felt apologetic about chasing us away during their peak period. and they even gave us some voucher for us to redeem the next time we go starbucks. nevermind that the voucher only entitled us a 12 0z drink. the fact that they bothered giving us the ticket just goes to show how they take their consumer's interests into account. (: UNLIKE coffeebean. Zomg. their attitude really sucks. the other time i studied there, they practically shooed us out of our place. KNS. horrible service.

to all out there, if you're planning to study over coffee, please choose starbucks over coffeeebean
WAY TO GO STARBUCKS!

and if you havent already noticed. so far, this post's all about the origin of my blog name. hahah

talking to fer today has made me realise two things:
#1. bgrs at our age are a waste of time
- what's the point of getting together with someone, when you know you'll most likely break up with them eventually. why throw ourselves into a situation whereby both you and the other party will get hurt?
#2. your brain automatically switches to emomomo when you come online
- it's like.. when you come online. you really start thinking more.. and that is when you begin to notice your surroundings (family, friends) and start comparing yourself to others. i think if comparing ceased to exist, the world would be a much nicer place to live in. but then again, if one doesnt compare, life wouldn't be as exciting/challenging as it is, right?

oh fer! i need pics so i can post more about today! quick come online dear :D
i swear she's gonna flip if she ever finds out :O HAHA