I need a break, period

It's strange how little things like this picture can remind me of you.. But oh wells.

Yeknow, im sick of doing what i should do and letting my conscience bug me whenever im not preoccupied with something. Thats quite dumb. Maybe i should just delete my conscience and do whatever i WANT to do. Not something that would please everyone, but me. Call me selfish, thats what i am.

School's out, Have fun

Today has been just fantastic. Except for that unfortunate bout of luck. But other than that, it was pur-fect :D

Ps, you made my day too. Heh

Anyways i absolutely cant wait for tmr! :D Discovery centre ftw!! (inserts huge grin) with awesome company of bestfriend. I know it'll be fun. Heh

I (L) THE HOLIDAYS.

Ah crap. Reality check. Soooo, school aint exactly over yet. Alevel Chinese on thursday apparently. I have absolutely no mood to study for chinese at all. I'll prolly read thru some papers on Wednesday night. Hopefully i'll find some incentive then. Heh.

Dear God, please please please let no one from 1t22 retain! Please.


Hopefully my mom's convinced that i Need it, not Want it. :]


I bumped into an old friend today. And after speaking to someone whom i havent spoke to in Ages, i also realised the extent i have changed throughout the past few years. I guess it was how we recollected the past..

Come to think of it, i really like talking about the past(past meaning a few years back kinda past) with someone who shared it with you. Somehow, it kinda diminishes the acuteness of the problems im facing right now, and it also makes me believe that they will be solved...eventually. All i need is Patience. At least i hope so.

Imsorryimsorryimsorry ):
Fuck.this.shit

Anyways, got my results back. Aint fantastic at all. But at least i met the promotion criteria, i should be glad.

ps, Happy birthday you.

Today was a B-L-A-S-T! :D

My mom's company booked Cafe Delma for the entire day for Family day. Homg. It's a pretty place alright. I asked tessa and val along, so its pretty much a Girls' day out. Heh. Took many many pictures which im lazy to send them so here they are! (There val, here are the pics you wanted t feast your eyes on. Heh) Sorry t keep you in the suspense. Hahah.


Lucky im in love with my bestfriends :D




And my family too! :)


Allan Wu! He still looks Hot with long hair doesnt he? :DDD


We look so inferior next t Rebecca Tan dont we. With her to-die-for body. Gahhhh. Nvm. BodypeaceBodypeaceBodypeace :B


Another Heartthrob! Mark Zeeeeee(bomb). Heh




HAHA. Tessa looks so cute! No eyes! Mine own yours luh. Heh




She sure is strong for an 11th year old! :O


Beach Volleyball FTW!!!!!!! It's the bomb! We got trashed pretty badly with a score of 9-21. :S But it was fun nonetheless!!! :D


Stop eyeing on my candyfloss Val!


Oh anyways, It was mother dearest's birthday yesterday! I made her a hanging photoframe.(The above is just parta it.) I spent nearly three hours on it. Zomg. My room floor/table was filled with glitter and glue after that. Had sucha hard time cleaning up man. But it's worth it! :D It's really gorgeous, to her and i at least. I think i'm quite artistically inclined, t a certain extent. Hehh.

Happy birthday Mommy! You're da bomb! :DDDD LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. :D

Ayewhyisgossipgirlstakingsoefffinglongtoload!

When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had

Looks like the best of both worlds, is something i'll never have. I shall resign to fate.

I have come to a conclusion that anything worse than getting your own heart broken would be to watch someone get their heartbroken and knowing that nothing you do would/can help.

Sigh...

I went to Little India with Fer today. Homg. What.A.Day. We threaded our brows!!! They loook really nice now. Fer's brows look amazing. And no fer, You do not look fierce (: Thank you Vanessa!! (Im assuming thats the name of the lady who did our brows) But beauty comes at a price man. My eyelids were practically throbbing. Seriously, i thought she was gonna gorge out my eyeballs out or something.

Let me summarise our little India adventure with pictures


Dont be deceived by her cool composure, Fer is squealing for help actually.


This procedure is fucking painful. I swear


Check out the Orhsome background. Leylongleylong.

Didnt take much pictures cos of our poor-shutter-speed-cybershots ): Dang it.

Im not looking forward to going there again though. Fucking scary place. I swear. We alighted the bus with much trepidation only to be greeted with Indians. Hell lotta them. I've never actually been surrounded by so many of them before. It's frightening. Now we fnally know what its like being the minority. Holy crap. Not a pleasant feeling. And they all looked so lecherous. I swear man.. Call me paranoid, but I was damn afraid that they would suddenly grab our butts or smtg. We must wear trenchcoats there next time fer. But we'll prolly die of heat stroke first. HAHAHA. Oh and fer and i were talking about whether we felt the same heat as them? I guess not since the law of Thermal Heat has to be obeyed. If you get what i mean.. hahah

Okay racist remarks aside. I feel like i should redeem myself for all the negative stuff i said. I must admit that Indians are really talented. I swear. Take for example the lady who threaded our brows for us today. Holy shit! She's fucking pro man. And damn cool too. Her technique/actions are damn fascinating. I'd like to learn from her one day. Heh. And secondly, after watching Benny lava with fer for the 1432413 th time today. We concluded that their dancing is awesome. So is their music. So you see, God is fair.

Thanks for making my day today Fer. You totally lifted my spirits by ten notches. I love you babe :] Kampong glam up next! If it actually exists... Haha ;]

WRECK

Please forgive me, I never meant for this to happen. I know nothing i say now would help, but im sorry...

):

I dont fucking deserve to be happy.

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes goodbye's the only way

I hope you understand. Im sorry ):

The past three days have been the bomb of the century man! :DDDD Im just so glad that exams are over. Finally. Huge load off my shoulders. But then again, the hardest part is yet to be over.... Yes, results. I have no idea when we're getting them back. But putting that aside, It's time to party! :D

Tuesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNE! :D LOVE YOUUU. KETCHUP SOOON OKAY.

I am so over promos! Heh. I could hardly contain my excitement on Monday night. Slept for prolly only five hours i reckon. Huge mistake cos math paper was on tuesday. Anyhows, im proud to say that Math is the only H2 paper that i'll confirm pass :D Thankyou for being an awesome teacher Mrs Koh! hahah. Im really worried that i'll fail econs and physics, but there's no use worrying cos i'll only get more wrinkles right? I should teleport those thoughts to the back of my brain. Mmhmm.

So anyways, went to far east with my class after the paper :DDD Town was practically flooded with Cjc. hahahha. We're the bomb! Hahah. Finally had our half-priced waffles after 2163452342 years! Yummmmy. Then our class kinda split up, some went t play poker, others went off. So joy and i decided to walk around. We went to DFS cos i wanted to see Lesportsac merchandise. But we ended up just slacking at the couches there. Holy crap. The couches are gddamn comfortable i swear. You can just sleep there the entire day. We contemplated doing so. But it was kinda uncomfortable for we would have to succumb ourselves to the inevitable stares around. So we sat there for like 3 hours i think. Just talking and talking and talking. And it was so fun man. Thanks joyyyy!

Met my secondary school clique after that. We were supposed to surprise anne! But our plans fell through cos anne was busy. Dang. Walked for 6435213 years trying to find her present. But to no avail.. At least it was good exercise. My calfs hurt like crazy after that. :O Dinnered with them then headed to meet shufeng freddie gab and marcus (:

Surprised joy at her place at 11 plus. Sorry we couldnt wait till twelve! Hahah. Her expression was priceless when she opened her door man. I hope you liked the surprise joy (: Headed to Sf's place to stayover.. Joy joined us at like 2 plus. Thank god she managed to sneak out successfully! Oh and we played poker, with monopoly money. Holy shit! i was up by about one thousand bucks. But i was reduced till about 200 plus i guess. Too bad it wasnt real money! It was fun nonetheless. Played ps2 till about 5 plus. I was so damn exhausted by then and they didnt wanna let me sleeeep! Gahhh. It was quite a feat trying t stay awake. But it was worth it. Played truth or truth with gab joy and fred. The contents cannot and will not be revealed, yes friends? haha

Wednesday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOY FUNG JIA EN! I LOVE YOU TTM :D


Met my class in the night to drink. We wanted to sneak into this condo cos matt said there was a nice park there. The sneaking in part was damn difficult man. The security guards were anal-old-men-who-had-nothing-better-to-do-in-life. I swear man. They didnt wanna let us in. Thankfully matt managed to convince them and we finally got in. Butttt, they weren't all that convinced. Apparently one of the guards contacted another guard on patrol to check out the block we were supposed to be at. So in the end, we decided to play safe and walked out through the back get in case we get caught and all. Who knows what would have happened if we got caught man...

Decided to go east coast park instead. Who knew, there was actually police on patrol there. Wth. Luckily they didnt stop to interrogate us or anything. Terence got really wasted. He made our day i swear. That guy is shit funny when he was drunk. As if that wasnt enough(yeah actually it wasnt), JUSTIN TAN came to join us at 4am. hahahaha. Holy shit. Another wasted fella. And he actually bladed all the way to east coast park from his condo. With all due respect to you justin. hahaha. It was hilarious when he came. Zomg. Im too lazy to upload the videos, but trust me, those two guys are fucking funny when they're wasted. Thank god i didnt drink, if not i'd have missed out on this awesome show. HAHA. Walked back to matt's place at 5 plus.

Thursday
Had a terrible headache in the morning even though i didnt drink (much). Anyhows we just lazed around in his place till 3 plus. Then i went to meet my secondary school friends at PS, to celebrate anne's birthday. Sorry we didnt plan much anne! ): Caught connected. I was having second thoughts about watching the movie at first since it was in chinese. But i didnt wanna be a spoilsport so yeah. Thank god i did! Whoa. I think i can safely say that it was the best chinese movie i have ever watched! It was actually a remake of cellular. But way better. It was freaking hilarious and exciting man. So yall out there, dont get turned off by the movie just cos it's in chinese! Go catch it!!

Today
I had so much difficulty waking up today i swear. The past two days were fun, but absolutely draining at the same time. I had like only about 8 solid hours of sleep the past two days. Wanted to make up for the sleep deprivation last night. But i just couldnt sleep cos there was too much on my mind. Ironic huh.. Crashed Sa with my clique today. Okay technically, only tessa and lynda since the rest are from Sa. Yeahhhh. Wanted t play ball and wii. Wtf man, Sa not only has a LOUNGE, but also a wii set in the lounge. Why cant cj have half of that huh(whines)

Luck was on our side as we managed to sneak in successfully. :D At first we thought it'd be impossible since the guards didnt wanna open the side gate for us. Thank god they let us in by the front gate (: and they were really nice about it. Thanks mr security guard! Played ball for damn long. And the weather was fucking hot man. I think i got tanner :D yay. Didnt get to play wii though ): cos we didnt have skirts. Ah wells. Saw many people whom i havent seen in ages. (: And omg. melowwwww! spoke to her for quite long. Thanks for listening babe. I feel so much better, Lucky you came school today! :]

Left Sa at about 2 plus to meet my pw group. Felt quite bad since they met at 11 apparently :O But wth. They were about to leave when i reached. Thanks alot ah. But then again, who am i to complain since i didnt help at all. Sorry friends! I'll make up for it the next time!

Anyways im so glad that i managed to met up with my secondary school clique not once, not twice, but thrice this week. You guys really made my week. Love every single one of you homies. Thanks for being part of my life :D

Hokay, this has got to be my longest post ever. I doubt any of you managed to read the whole post w/o getting bored. Hahahaha. Threee cheers for those who managed to read till here. Hahahaha. My fingers are so tired.

Gossip girls calls (((: Shall go watch it now. I've got five episodes to watch. Awesome stuff (:









3 down, 3 more to goooo!

I CANT FREAKING WAIT FOR 7TH OCTOBER. hurry come please!

I swear my hands are gonna feel like sandpaper by the end of this week. My dear siblings have got the eye infection. And i certainly do not want to be the next to get infected. I have to wash my hands everytime i touch the computer/phone/tv remote. Aye. This is so freaking cumbersome.

But then again, maybe i should give up. Just get infected, then i wont have to sit for any more papers! :DDD Sounds like a plan. BUTTTTTTTT, isabelle chong is no quitter.

I.will.perservere.only.SEVEN.more.days.to.go!!!!!