I hate the feeling when i know i can help to make things better but am reluctant to do so cuz i know if i do, it'l throw everything off balance. So i just end up not doing it. Gahhh..

And it sucks to know so much. I was planning to change myself for you. But, now i dont even know if its worth it changing myself for you. And i hate the feeling of not being able to be myself, always havin to consider the consequences of my actions instead of just being happy go lucky.

Ugh, why is everything so sucky.