Saturday, November 29, 2008

What a learning experience ocip have been.

There's so much i wanna blog about but i guess i just need sometime to sort out my thinking first.

Oh the fun, happy, sad, angry times...

I could really miss Batam alot.

Leaving for Mawai on monday. Everything is happening so quickly. I dont think i can adapt to the changes. Fuck.

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Love Lockdown :

The 21st of november could be the best day of my life. And i'd give anything to return to that day. Or rather, that moment specifically. :]

Someone surprised me at my doorstep that night. It was extremely unexpected but awfully sweet too. Thank you my stranger (:

Outing with joy yesterday felt like one that i would have with a long lost good friend. All sorts of catching up and enlightenment. It really helps to have someone else's opinion. Thanks babe :] Anyway i am so not looking forward to OCIP. PERIOD.

Hate, i really really dont like you. Stop being a party poooper! Whats wrong with having a little fun once in awhile?! Grahhhhhh. Why are you out to get me(?!?!?!?!?!)

Imma angsty little girl. Bleh.

And we finally had a netballer's Bdiv 07 reunion yesterday(!!!!!!) :D:D:D:D It was really so awesome catching up with all of them. Gave up watching 27 dresses cos it was totally not Janice and Stef's kinda show. HAHAH. Imagine janice lee watching 27 dresses. Impossible is nothing. Hahaha. So we played indian poker instead! It was fun + laughter + joy + a tad bit of evil. HAHA. Everyone just kept saboing each other. hehehh. And shonadabombyo was a fantastic host i swear. And a wonderful sport as well. hahah. As forfeit calls, stef and shona had to stuff watermelon pieces into their noses and then get it out... somehow? and swallow it. Holy shittttttttttttttz. HAHAHAHHAAA. It was sucha hilarious sight. I couldnt stop laughing. Literally roflmao. Hahahah. :D Love them to bits.

Aye. Hangin out with those awesome babes kinda feels like im still in IJ yeknow.. Ahhhh, all the memories gushing back now. IJ blues once again.... ): Hey guys, we should really do this sometime soon! Im missing yall already!

Ps. I cant wait for twilight to be in theatres(!!!!!) I want the twilight soundtrack! The songs are all so... awfully sad........

Speaking of twilight...
Shir: Eh Tat! I think you look like Bella from twilight
Tat: Huh really? But everyone says she's ugly
Everyone: Exactly. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA



Black Polaroid :B

Tessa Wong i miss you already! Hope you're having fun in Bat-am :D



Dear H, There are a million reasons for you to go. But if you could find a reason to stay.......?

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Hello, its been awhile since i had a proper update.

Went to freddo's place today. Had a few discussions. Not much insights gained though. HAHA. Just kidding. Anyways, he taught me the first few chords for the chorus of always be my baby, then went off to game on his comp, as usual. Leaving me to practice on my own. And trust me when i say this, guitar is really difficult to pick up. Your fingers hurt like crazy when you first start out. Oh and no more long fingernails :O Gee. Aye not that i like keeping em anyway. Just lazy to cut them(and no i will not start biting them) Haha.

Played poker when i got sick of practicing. Freaking hell. I dont know where my luck went to today. Freddie on the other hand was so lucky! Grah :O lost bout 16 to him and won back 10. Aye yet another debt. Dang.

Ladyluck wont you please, smile for me

You you you, get well sooon!

Monday, November 17, 2008

So here I stand
Wondering what to say to you
Torn between what reason says
And how I really feel
I dont understand what is on your mind. You call me selfish but aren't you selfish too?

On a lighter note, Bus rides with molly..... (:

You're a class of your own

Thursday, November 13, 2008

And I'm tired...

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

No i refuse to face this. Im a fucking coward.

I am afraid, so very afraid.

So please, why dont we go, somewhere only we know?

My leg's are still aching like fuck.

"Life sucks"? What an apt phrase for now.


Monday, November 10, 2008

Oh my effing gosh.

What is wrong with everybody!?!!!?!?!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

you dont know that i know that you know that i know

Friday, November 7, 2008

There is nothing more deceptive than a smile
And no one knows this better than the people who hide behind them
Some flash their teeth as a polite warning to their enemies
Some put on beaming faces to keep their tears from falling
Others wear silly grins to mask their fear
But then there is that rare smile that is actually genuine
It's the smile of the person who knows his troubles will be gone

Just a small extract from one of the desperate housewives episode i found very interesting.. Yeah

FYI, the word does not revolve around you alone. So quit imposing your thoughts on others without considering the ramifications that it could cause.

Damn i'm supposed to be having fun at sentosa now basking in the awesome sun ):

Anyways, happy birthday Gabriel Tang! Cutter! Jolene! Love you threeeee :D Zomg i cant believe i have three friends whose birthdays all fall on the same day. I love seven nov for its the day three awesome people were born :D

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Biennale Ftw today :D
Took many pictures which im too lazy to upload. Piece of advice anyway, visit the biennale on a cold wet rainy day if not you'll sweat profusely right after entering it. I swear man. That place is stuffy ttm. Probably cos it was made out of 160 container boxes, if im not wrong..

Anyways, hope you liked your surprise bestfriend! :] Okay so, it was abit early. But that's the whole point right. If not you wouldnt be surprised. hahah. Hey imma good actress right ;B
Heeeheeee.

The coffin was a waste of money. It was -.- -.- -.- But still, a tad bit frightening for me i must admit. Which means that it'll be totally no kick for all you horror gooers out there. The only good thing about the movie was the lead actor. He was pleasing to the eye at the very least :D I think i have fetish for people with a big mole on their upper cheek. Not the hairy hairy kind! The ones that are just the right size and protrude up just the right amount. HAHAHAHA.

And manhattan fish is DAMN nice i swear. It totally lives up to its reputation. Y'all should go try it one day. It's at Ps. level 3 or 4 :D

Thanks for everything today bestfriend. Especially the star-shaped cookies. Although they were abit choatah and all, stilllll. You get an A for effort. Twas heartwarming ttvvvvvm :D (L)

I want to be somewhere I can see the roads
A place where every time you breathe a wish comes true
I want to be where love is real
And memories of distant days come to life again


Ps: Thanks for the guitar!!!!! I cant wait to learn. Heh

Monday, November 3, 2008

Where do i begin?

The past two days have been fantabulous :D And i owe it to the following dearest friends
Let me start off by...
Geeee, does this sound like an oral presentation? Well it does to me. Hahah. Withdrawal symptoms from the end of OP i suppose.... NOT.

Hahahah. Anyways, i wanna thank all you homies who wished me happy birthday be it in person, via phone call / msn / sms. Im so sorry i didnt reply you guys who msged me, cos my phone bill this month has already exploded as of two weeks ago. So sorry ):
To express my sincerity, i shall attempt to list down the names in accordance to the time you guys wished me. heh.

On second thought...... Due to the 'incapacitation' of my memory, i cant exactly remember. But hokay, First three: Gabriel(Gabuuu. Bestfriend! :D), Daryl(Who wished me both via sms and msn :D) and Tessa(Wonggggg. Bestbestbestfriend :D ) Last three: Ari(whom i havent seen in ages and must really meet up with soon!), Hx(who remembered despite being known for his poor memory :]) and Gabriel( Hohoho who insisted that he wished me before 12 am ;])
I have to admit that I was pretty touched when i received several unexpected birthday wishes from people whom i havent met up in a realllyyyyy long time, as well as those whom im not really close to. I really appreciate the birthday wishings. Thank y'all :D Not forgetting those who are dearest to me, even though i kinda expected you guys to remember, i wasnt absolutely sure you guys would. Thank God you guys did. Y'all made my dayyyyyyyy :))

Sunday was prolly one of the lovliest surprises ever. Thank you Gabriel, Joy, Tedmond, Freddie, Shufeng, Marcus and Mark!!!! You guys are the bomb, i swear. I love every single one of you :D

The dinner was D-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s and ohsoscrumptious. Pasta, brownie cake, salad, goldlabel-cocktail, agar agar jelly and twisties never tasted so good :] I could almost taste all your love while eating it ;] Heh.







Too bad i didnt have birthday luck in poker. Dangggg. Nevermind i shall recoup my losses another time! Watch out yalll. hahaha. Poor marcus had almost similar luck as i. Holy shit luh. The cards were really disgusting. Grahhh.

Anyways, reached home at 11 plus which also meant that i'd have to stay up to prepare for Op the next day. I know right, Op on my birthday.... Suck balls. I only had Fourrrrr hours of sleep in the end. Holy shit. I reckon i looked like a zombie today. Hopefully it didnt affect my Op, much. I think. haha

Felt pretty horrible after Op though. My stomach was churning like anything, especially during the bus ride. I swear i almost puked on the bus. Thank god all this was after Op. Which reminds me, Thankew dear pw mates for the funky glasses you guys got me! And i shall pretend that im ignorant of the reason why you guys got me those ;] Despite all the disagreements we had and all, working with you guys have been fanatastic! I couldnt have asked for me. I love my pw group! :D Too bad pw is all over nowwwww ))): HAHAHAHA.

Met Matty for lunch after Op. Had a pretty good catching up session with him. Hahah. Thanks for the sweet present(s). It was lovely. :D I spent the entire bus journey reading it just so you know. HAHA. Your handwriting is so awesome.. HAHAHAHA. (pirate ship, no?) Headed to east coast thereafter. Met tessa after that :D We were supposed to go blading! But my dear girl reached sooo late that we couldnt blade anymore ): cos there was no time and also cos of the horrible weather. Grah. I have learnt not to plan anymore outdoor activites w/o coming up with a backup plan for birthdays. :O
Well, at least we had an awesome hth talk in the comforts of gelare. Heh. And not forgetting the ultimate camwhoring. :B






Dinner with clique :D after that at some weirdass jap restaurant wakaru. Holy shit. Our bill came up till a freaking Hundred bucks. for Five people. BUTTTT, thank god we enjoyed special perks. The lovely(despite sexist) restaurant was having "Ladies night" where a grop of four ladies were allowed to enjoy a 50% off the total bill. Teeeeheeeheeeee :D SO, we only had to pay 10 bucks per person. Orsomenessssss. :D And the food was not bad summore.

Audreyhohoho and geriiiii. where are you guys! ):
Anyways, audrey ho! Please takkaire of yourself. And dont feel bad or anything. I totally understand. You better be okay soon!!!! Love you no matter what. :D


Tessa: "Spot the fake berry" i litereally roflmao. HAHAHAHA

Oh yeah!!!! I forgot to thank Another extremely important group of people. My family. Thanks for eveything :D I totally gained 10 kg after everything. hahahaha. Newyorknewyork's Mudpie's the Bomb Yooooo.
My sister's expression is fuckin hilarious man. HAHAAHA

sweeet like
candyfloss :D
Okay i think i should stop here. Yet another frikkin long post. :D

Ps: I still wanna celebrate halloweeeeeeeeen ):