Friday, July 20, 2007

IF TOMORROW STARTS WITHOUT ME.

if tomorrow starts without me
and im not there to see
if the sun should rise
and find your eyes all filled with tears for me
i wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today
while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say

i know how much you love me
as much as i love you
and each time that you think of me
you'll miss me too
but when tomorrow starts without me
please try to understand

that an angel came and called my name
and took me by the hand
and said my place was ready
in heaven far above
and that i'd have to leave behind
all those i dearly love

but as i turned to walk away
a tear fell from my eye
for all my life, i'd always thought
i didnt wanna die
i had so much to live for; so much left to do

it seemed almost impossible
that i was leaving you
i thought of all the yesterdays
the good ones and the bad
i thought of all the love we shared
and all the fun we had

if i could relieve yesterday
for even just awhile
i'd say goodbye and kiss you
and maybe see you smile
but then i realized
that this could never be
for emptiness and memories
would take the place of me

and when i thought of the worldly things
i might miss come tomorrow
i thought of you, and when i did
my heart was filled with sorrow
but when i walked through heaven's gates
i felt so much at home

when god looked down and smiled at me
from his great golden throne
he said

"This is the eternity, and all i've promised you
today your life on earth is past you.
but here, life starts anew"
i promise you no tomorrow,
but today will always last
and since each day's the same
there's no longing for the past
you have been so faithful
so trusting and so true
thought there were times you did some things,
you knew you should'nt do
but you;ve been forgiven. and now at last you're free
so wont you come and take my hand
and share my life with me?"

so when tomorrow starts without me,
dont think we're far apart
for everytime u think of me
im right here in your heart.

thanks bessie for th "notebook" you gave me! it was really comforting (: and i hope this can help those who have lost a loved one. there's nothing left for me t say. let th words speak for itself.
but, i still miss him ): aye.